Worked the morning shift. I'm lacking sleep(what's new?) but still met up with the girls after I knocked off from work. Luckily they're fine with meeting at Woodlands. *phew*

Went to McD's @ Civic Centre where we spent the next 4 hours or so eating, talking, laughing our heads off and helping B with her lesson plans. It was so fun just chilling with 2 of my favourite people. Fun didnt stop even when one of my cousins came and sat down with his friends at the table behind our's. *grins*

Beautiful Golden Fries


Heavenly Dessert



It was hard to say goodbye when there's so much catching up to do but all of us were tired. B and V are working tomorrow and I have school and perhaps work after that. Will definitely have to sleep early tonight or else it wouldnt be a surprise if I collapsed. Huahuahauahuaa..

So, bonsoir.
Toodles!

princess @ 10:40 PM

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I'm lacking sleep. Not due to sleeping late. More to getting my sleep interrupted. My handphone only seem to beep when I'm asleep. Grrrrrrrr!

I'm a light sleeper. The tiniest sound or movement will wake me up. Unless if I'm really sick or exhausted. Then even an earthquake wont wake me up. Hehehe!

Anyways, I'll usually just read the msg then go back to sleep. A very bad habit, I must say. Sometimes I dont even remember as to whether I've replied to the sender or deleted the msg. Hahaha! So from now on, looks like I have to start switching my handphone off before I go to bed.

And I'm already used to mummy and bro talking to me when I'm half awake. Cool, is it not? Not everybody can do it. It takes years of practice. *grins*

Oh.. How I'm missing having gorgeous eyes.




princess @ 1:23 PM

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New layout, finally.
Lurve it!!!!
Heheh.

p/s: No stealing. Property of ME! =)

princess @ 11:54 PM

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Who would have thought that my eldest cousin, of all people, would be the one to tell me this. Hahahaha!

Well, guess I need a life. Being online for most part of the day(eventhough it's for school) isnt good.

Anyone wanna go out? Give me a beep!


View outside of my bedroom window



princess @ 12:19 PM

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Reason for sleeping late last night was cause I chatted with the eldest cousin on MSN. Been so long since we chat that I forgot he's on my list. Hahaha. Never would imagine that talking to him would be easy or fun since he always appear to be a serious/dont-mess-with-me kind of guy. =) After which I talked to MM.

The cousin, Dee, finally came at around 3. I was so tired by then that I fell asleep while watching telly, leaving her to watch the lastest season of Charmed on Aaron. Only woke up a couple of hours later when she poked me to ask if I wanted to accompany her and her mum(who was from work) to the hospital. Didnt feel like it but I went anyway. And what fun it was checking cute guys out in the train. Oh, not forgetting.. Taking pictures of them too. *evil laffs*

The cousin's okay. Syukur Alhamdullilah. He's able to talk and recognise people. Though he looked very tired. We talked for awhile before leaving him to rest and he thanked us for coming. So cute! Hehehehee..

Then talked to his mum. When she and my aunt started talking about their kids, they begin to realise that their kids, nieces and nephews have the same traits. Only when I begin to think about it did I notice the similarities. So I guess, no matter how far we have drifted apart, we're still closely connected. And blood's not the only connection. =)

Honestly, I love my cousins. Every single one of them. From the eldest to the youngest. From the bad-tempered ones to the "cry baby" ones. From the big-mouth ones to the ones whom I trust. Never realised it before but they do have a space in my heart. And it's cool that we know how each other's doing in life. Like for example, the cousin teased me about work. He knows where I'm working at. Haha! Kentut tul. Sakit sakit pun sempat nak perli. =p

Anyways, waited at the entrance of the hospital for daddy to come pick me up. Luckily he was on his way back home from work, which wasnt far away from the hospital. So whilst waiting, Dee and I checked out the paramedics. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *grins*

Dropped Dee and her mum off at the nearest MRT station and sent the other aunt, who lives nearby to us, home.

I'm so glad I dont have school or work tomorrow.
I foresee a lovely day spent in my comfortable bed. Heheheheee~
Toodles!

princess @ 10:24 PM

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Alamak!!! Mana nie minah. Nak datang ke tak nak? Nak tido nie.. Haiz. Mata sakit tul ah. Macam nak koyak pun ada. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

princess @ 2:13 PM

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Was a pretty boring day.. What with lessons ending early. *yawns* There was nowhere to go since the computer labs and library bore me and none of my friends were on break so I hanged out at the cafe by myself. Had the most comfortable sofa chair and the best view ever. Could see the MRT passing by in the distance, the clear blue sky and thankfully, the green leaves and grass swaying gently(there's an uncle who went around watering the plants and whatnots. yay!). People who think that SP's the most boring poly should change their mindset. Especially those who loves the simple life, like me! Afterall, SP stands for Slacking People. Hehehehehee..




princess @ 11:27 PM

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Second eldest cousin on the maternal's side got admitted yesterday. Went down to see him at the hospital after school just now. He seemed to be in a daze. Hope he gets well soon.

And somehow I feel that NUH is starting to be my second home. *sighs*

princess @ 8:07 PM

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No pictures to post up today. The day was uneventful. Had to work..

After being absent from work for oh-so-many-wonderful days, the mood to work is gone. Bleargh! But it did become better when MM started sending me lots & lots of nice ringtones. =p

And that was when I found out about the new rule. We are not allowed to check our smses when we're working. Unless we're on a break. WTH! Am so pissed. Someone must have been setting a bad example, thus the rule. Argh!!!!! But luckily since I'm on very good terms with the highest ranking manager, I can get away with it. Oh, of course I didnt abuse it. I know better.

All through my shift I daydreamt of writing a resignation letter. One that I would have to write on the back of a receipt. Huahauhauahauhaaa.. Crazy! That shows just how bored I was.

Then MM called just to disturb and to ask why his picture's on my friendster. *grins* Told him that I'll remove it A.S.A.P and then he said to keep it there. Crazy! No wonder we get along so well. We're both crazy. Lalaallaaaaalaaaa~

And now, I've got to go sleep. Or I wont be able to wake up early for school tomorrow. Haiz.. When is it all going to end? I can hardly wait.

princess @ 11:13 PM

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My parents and I decided to go East Coast yesterday evening. And since Gemuk needed a much needed breath of fresh air, I put him into a bag and brought him along.



L-Gemuk in a bag. R-Making himself comfortable in the comfort of my arms.


We reached there just in time to watch the sunset. So beautiful. Took my breath away. Grabbed MGB and took pictures to send to friends. Hehehhee..




And as I lay on the ground to look up into the dark sky.. I saw the moon shining brightly. Not forgetting the stars and aeroplanes flying by. The cooling breeze completes it all.




It was a wonderful day to sit by the beach to relax. We had fun. Especially Gemuk! =)

princess @ 12:42 AM

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Early morning till noon was spent at BBDC. It was so hot!!!

Went home, rested for awhile before leaving again to meet the cousins at City Hall. I was late, as usual. Luckily one of them was late too. Hehehe!


Deciding as to whether should run up the couple of stairs. Like it makes any difference!




One of the cousins & me



Walked all the way to Pizza Hut @ Suntec City for a late lunch cum early dinner. We had pizza and ice creams. Yummy!







Stopped over at a pet shop and saw this cutie. Awwwwwwww.. Gemuk would love him/her too. Khekehkehekehkehee~





Took the bus home. A very long journey no thanks to the heavy traffic. But it was okay since I have the 2 girls to accompany me. =)

And isnt it wonderful that it rained today? Syukur Alhamdulillah.

p/s: All pics taken by using MGB(My Gorgeous Baby!). =p

princess @ 11:39 PM

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School's Library

It was a long day. Woke up early to meet the guys in the school's library. Only girl in the group. *sighs* What's with me doing projects with guys? Isk! But these guys are cool and we did manage to get most of the stuffs done. *phew* And finally, my MSTs over!!!! Yipppppppppeeeeee!

Went down to Lot 1 to watch Constantine with mummy. Keanu's so yummylicious! *giggles* B came to meet me for awhile before she went to meet P since he offered to send her to class. So sweet. =)

Oh.. I'm so glad I have a couple of days off from work. I've got to finish up my projects, both due on Monday. Argh!!!! Trying to kill me, I suppose. *sniff sniff* But, I'm definitely not going to give up the opportunity to ENJOY as well. Huahauahuahauahuaa..

And finally, no more grieving! See the smile on my face. Khekehekhekehkehekhe~
Toodles!







princess @ 9:07 PM

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Last paper tomorrow. Looks like I'm not going to sleep early tonight. Ethics & Law of IT project discussion in the morning before my paper. *sighs*

Have deleted all emails and pictures of him. As though he never cease to exist in my life. If only I could erase all memories as well. It'd be perfect.

I should receive an award or something for this. I deserve it. Everyone who has been through what I did, should too. Huahauhauahauhaua!

Just a joke. Nothing serious to get an award for. Just the usual heartbreak. Which doesnt even feel like a heartbreak anymore. More to pure hateness, dislike and loathsome. Hahaha. It's a joke too. Cant be bothered to feel anything. Am just going to be myself.

I neednt worry. Cause many people love me.
Thank you people for loving me. I truly appreciate it. *grins*

princess @ 12:09 AM

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2 down, 1 more to go.

Network infrastructure paper was so difficult! There was this guy in my class who only did the 30 MCQs then stared at the question paper while waiting for the time to pass by and to be able to hand in his paper. He left half an hour later. Dont know what the lecturer's thinking. And to think that the lecture notes are crap! Couldnt make out what they mean. Waste of my time staying up late trying to make any sense out of it. Luckily MM's there for me to let out my frustrations to. Huahauauahauhauaha~

I'm bad, arent I? Poor, poor MM has to put up with me. But it's okay. Will make it up to him --> By MMSing him lots and lots of pictures! *grins*

Yeah, yeah. I'm S-L-O-W. The promo's on since 1st Feb but it doesnt matter. Since I have another *uses fingers to count* 12 days to MMS to my heart's content. *evil laffs*

Oh, you can click here to find out more about what I'm talking about.

I'm so lovin' M1! *muahs muahs*

p/s: To other network subscribers, please dont get JEALOUS! Kwang, kwang, kwang~

princess @ 3:28 PM

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Ethics & Law of IT paper was okay. Syukur Alhamdulillah I remembered most of the sections, elements and punishments. Finished it in an hour and went to City Hall to meet up with the cousin. Bought mummy's belated birthday present, a Swatch watch, before we had lunch at Sakura. After which we went to Causeway Point to get food to bring over to the aunt's place.

Was nice to see all my aunts again. Listening to my mum and them talk is so much fun. Especially so since now that I'm older(hehehe!), I get to listen to all the juicy gossips. *grins* The aunt bought for me a bracelet. Nice. I loike~ And lots of nuts, chocolates and kurma to stuff myself with. Huahauhauahauahauhaa!

And now I've got to study for my next paper. =)
Toodles!

princess @ 10:45 PM

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Felt like my world was crumbling down but after telling mum, the gfs and bro about it.. I was able to laugh it off by evening time. Silly me. Why did I get myself worked out over *ahem*? *sighs*

But a good cry and talking did help. Let out all the mixed feelings and I'm fine now. I have to be strong. Heheh.

Did you know? Friendster lets you upload to a maximum of 12 photos. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ And as a result, I did this. Nothing cheers me up more than taking photos of myself. *grins*




And guess what? MM's on friendster too! Yay! Finally. Huahauhauahauahua~




Everything's not lost yet. It's not the end of me.
I'll survive. Insya-Allah. =)

princess @ 12:46 AM

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My heart broke into many tiny million pieces with just one guess.

Is it true?

Why?

Life goes on.. Doesnt it?

Time will heal all.. Doesnt it?

Oh Allah. I know I asked for a sign. But this wasnt what I had in mind. And since you've already shown it to me, do give me the strength to get through this.

Perfect day, is it not? *cries eyes out*

princess @ 5:56 PM

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I shall let the pictures do the talking.. =)













Absolutely wonderful. I feel recharged. *sighs contentedly*

princess @ 6:40 PM

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My room's still in a mess. Gave up all hopes of getting it to be as neat & tidy like last month and went to bake yummyicious choc chip cookies. Sad to say, consumption's more than the production itself. Haha.

Loving MSN messenger more and more. Gossipped with the colleagues, chatted with B for awhile, then crappy chatting with Fawwa and ZuL before discussing about my ethnics ethics & law of IT project with a fellow groupmate. Guess there is no need for me to open my mouth to speak anymore. Will just let the fingers do the talking. Weeeeeeeee! Oh, and perhaps could make do without the gorgeous baby since hardly anyone sms or calls me anyway. But parting would be bring on such heartache and sorrow.

Heard of Rabbani's Kerlipan Cinta before? It's wonderful I tell you. I have it on repeat mode on Aaron and on my mp3 player/discman when I'm in bed. It made me cry huge, loud sobs last night before I finally drifted off to sleep. Call me emotional. You might not understand.

Is it just me or is he keeping a distance away from me? Why is he doing so? What have I done wrong? Why the sudden cold treatment? I'm too afraid to ask. Therefore, I'm keeping my distance too. Dont want to get hurt. Then again, I already am. It's tearing me up inside but I have to appear strong.

It's dangerous to leave me alone by myself, deep in my own thoughts. That's when the brave front I put up will disappear. Leaving behind the weak, not-so-confident me. To talk to someone is something I long for. But how do I express into words what I'm feeling, my worries and such? Crying and talking to Him does help though. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Finally, dont judge me from my entries. They can be misleading. People tend to misinterpret. Which is why I find it difficult to give my blog url to those close to me. I'm afraid that they wouldnt be able to accept what I type.

So one piece of advice, read with an open heart and mind. For sometimes my entries are just crappy stuffs that doesnt mean anything.

And by the way, I'm a nutweet and I'm darn proud of it. =)

princess @ 2:23 AM

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Today marks the end of my work marathon. Luckily I only had to work for 6 hours today instead of the usual 8. Or else you'll prolly not see me ever again. Heheh! Oh and I got hongbaos from the company and one of the aunties. Not to mention a couple of mandarin oranges and chocolates from the others. Yayness!!!!

Was supposed to go out after work today to find mummy's belated birthday present but the minute I reached home, all I wanted to do was sleep. Was so tired. Havent been getting 8 hours of sleep for ages! I look like a panda. *sobs*

Anyways, grandma's coming over tomorrow again since the aunt's coming back from Haj on Monday. Yippedeedoo! And so excuse me while I go clean up my room, again. *grins*

p/s: Cant see what I've typed due to Aaron thinking that a blue monitor screen is cool. Bleargh! Excuse the typos, yah? Heheh.

princess @ 7:26 PM

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What do you think of me? Do you think I'm nice? Do you think I'm sweet? Do you think I'm smart? Do you think I'm pretty?

Or do you think otherwise?

Do you dream of me? Do you think of me? Do you talk about me? As much as I do you?

Most importantly.. do you think you love me?

Tell me, tell me, tell me.. Please.

princess @ 12:54 AM

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princess @ 2:01 PM

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Lu mau carik pasal?
Meh ah~~~~~

princess @ 6:51 PM

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Not feeling too good at the moment. Tummy's acting funny since evening, head feels a bit heavier and poor, poor heart is hurting. Thought of quitting from the blogging world. Cause somehow or rather I'll slip and what I type will be misinterpreted by someone who is so dear to me. Truth is, my intention was not meant to hurt anyone. And then there's the thought of changing my blog address, which doesnt appeal to me. Tired of running away and getting found again.

But all is not lost. My day wasnt spent feeling sorry for myself and being sick. Went out with the parents to Jurong where we had brunch then to the flower shop near MacRitchie Reservoir where daddy bought lots of fresh flowers for mum(so sweet!) as a belated birthday present.


A pic of my current wallpaper. Pink roses. Took it at the flower shop. Beautiful

And then back home where I happily watched tv and tried my darnest to nap.. All the while a crazed makcik sang to her heart's content a very bad version of Siti Nurhaliza's songs.

Honestly, I'm getting sick of her and her family. None of them have a nice voice. Each time they blast their speakers with the awful singing, groans from the other neighbours could be heard. Even Gemuk hides away in his cage, with his ears flattened down. Dont get me wrong. I dont have anything against them karaoke-ing. Just wish that they'll be more considerate and not share their "happy singing moments" with the rest of the neighbourhood. I'd rather have my peace and quiet.

Oh and the best highlight of the day is.. *drum roll*.. I got my pay! Perfect timing! I'm in dire need for some retail theraphy to cheer me up~


princess @ 11:46 PM

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I was all dressed up and ready to go for mummy's birthday dinner when daddy said that we're going to Melaka instead. Remember my granduncle whom my family and I went to visit a couple of months back at the hospital? Well, he passed away yesterday. Innalillahi-wainnallilahi-rawjiun. Grandfather took a taxi to our place and we(daddy, mummy & me) set off for Melaka.

Stayed over at our kampung house. Been awhile since anyone had gone there. So since our family reached there first, mummy and I started to clean up the place. Gosh! When we first went in, after reading lots of doas(heheh!), the parents commented on how the place smelt of a dead rat. Yikes!!!!!!

Pushed away all feelings of fear and began sweeping. Until I discovered the dead rat. Yuckies!!!! Both mum and I didnt want to go near it. And so, grandfather used the dustpan to pick it up and ended up throwing the dustpan into the bushes together with the carcass. *slaps forehead* Luckily we have daddy to come to our rescue. LoL!

This morning, we went over again to the arwah granduncle's place. Then to his grave and my great grandma's grave before we headed back to Singapore.

On the way to send grandfather back to his place, I got the surprise of my life. There was this familiar looking bike in the lane in front of us. Told daddy to speed up a little to look at the rider's face and burst out laughing! It was MM!

Mummy waved at him while I tried to hide. Huahuahauahuahau! Was wearing daddy's Rayban sunglasses. You know.. The big ones. Heheheee. Didnt want him to see me in them. Malu ah~ Furthermore, grandfather was beside me.. Tak leh tunjuk yang cucu dia sebenarnya mentel. LoL!

Anyways, that guy didnt recognise daddy's car and he thought that there was something wrong with his bike. *ROFL* Oh and poor him missed his exit just because he wanted to catch up with us. Hahaha! Dol ah tu mat..

Oh, did you know that you should never say out the name of the rat. Unless if you want more to appear. There are so many names to call it. Some examples would be, makcik siti, apertu, si dia and many more! Heheh. Something new I learnt.

Okies, off to eat. Am so hungry. Last meal I had was A&W. And that was brunch.
Toodles!


princess @ 7:41 PM

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So what I did was.. I baked a cake for my mummy. She came home from work saw the note I left for her, opened the fridge and saw the cake.

It sure felt nice when I received a call from her while I was working, gushing about how now her princess is all ready for marriage since she had successfully baked a cake.. All by herself. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~ *blushes* Not forgetting, what a wonderful surprise it was! Heheh.

Am glad that mummy loved it. I think I'm good at doing things at the spur of the moment. Planning in advance usually doesnt work for me. I'm more of a dah-nak-berak-baru-carik-jamban type of person. =p

Oh! And I didnt think that I would tear up writing the birthday note for mummy. I do know that she means the world to me but sometimes, I just forgot how much. My mummy's the bestest, greatest mummy in MY whole, wide world. =)

Here are the pictures of the cake in case you're curious.


Before


After



Yeah I know.. The M&Ms look like something a kindergarten kid did. Well, like I said.. Last minute stuff. Furthermore, I'm not much of an art person. Hehehehe! But.. Received lots of good feedbacks from people(mummy's colleagues, kids and my cousins) regarding it's taste. Therefore.. Do keep in mind ---> Do not judge a cake by it's appearance. LoL!

Bonsoir.

princess @ 11:36 PM

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It's my mummy's birthday tomorrow. On top of making sure the house is extraordinary neat(hahaha!), I've just finished doing something for her. It's a surprise! Not even daddy and bro know what I did. Heheh!

Oh I just hope she'll love it!

Gotta get ready for work now.
Toodles~

p/s: Dont worry. Gemuk's still alive. Cooking him isnt the surprise. LoL!


princess @ 4:10 PM

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