Artist : Keshia Chante
Song: Unpredictable

Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you

Why you trippin, You were cool yesterday
Is there, something I can say to bring your smile back my way?
I'd say I'm sorry if I knew what I did wrong
But I still carry on cause my feelings are so strong

What else can I do?
Do for you to prove
Prove that this is true
I need to know cause...

Everytime I think were all right,
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby?
Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby

It's so confusing, things always seemed okay
When we couldn't stay away
From each other for a day
One minute you could make me feel so good
Doing everything you could
But today I wish you would

Why you gotta be?
Buggin out on me?
Won't you tell me please?
I need to know cause...

Everytime I think were all right
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
Everything I do is for you
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby

Thought I knew
I'm so confused
What's goin on
Where did we go wrong

Everytime I think were all right
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
Everything I do is for you
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby


princess @ 3:54 PM

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Got tired of the new pink and black layout. Changed it to this instead.. Dont worry though, will use it again one of these days. When I figure out the tables thingy. *yawns*


princess @ 3:49 PM

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aku dah malas.

edited at 0122 hours.


princess @ 1:14 AM

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Changed my layout...
Dont know why nowadays, I seem to like pink and black colour layouts. =)

Anyways, currently chatting with the girls on MSN.
Will update later.
Good morning~ Have a wonderful weekend.


princess @ 12:23 AM

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It didnt rain today.. Yippppeeeeee~
That should have put me in a good mood and it did but towards noon, I had a splitting headache. Probably due to the long bus ride or because I hadnt eaten. Then what he said stunned me for awhile. And it got me thinking.

He went to take a look at bikes with his cousin while I thought of a zillion places to go to since I didnt bring my house keys along. By then headache was worse so called mum up and asked if she's got the house keys. Luckily she did and so I made my way to her workplace. She told me to stay since it'll be another half an hour before she ends. So I did. Played with the kids. They're so adorable and full of energy. And somehow the headache disappeared. Thank goodness.

Went to Marsiling for a little while. Bro joined us a couple of minutes later. Walked home a couple of hours later.

It's going to be a very long weekend. What with Hari Raya Haji this Sunday and no school for the whole of next week. No work till Wednesday. Hurray! It'll be purrfect if only I've gotten my pay. *sighs*


princess @ 8:48 PM

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I have nothing better to do..






princess @ 1:49 AM

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Daddy sent me to the mrt station. Yipppppe! Saved myself from getting wet and my bus fare. Hehehehee! The lecturer showed us a movie on the makings of the Toyota Camry. It was enlightening. =) Other than that, other lectures were a total bore. I only sat in for the attendance and to accompany the girls. *yawns*

Got home. Did the necessary stuffs.. Read a book in bed and fell asleep with the lights on. In between dreaming and snoring, I heard someone switched the lights off. Huhuhuhu. Weird. Anyways, just got up.. about an hour and a half ago.

I dont know what else to blog about.
Couple of things are on my mind.. But seeing that I dont wish to hurt anyone's feelings, I'd rather just bottled it up in me.
And perhaps someday, due to too much bottled up feelings.. I'd just might explode. That would be nice, wouldnt it? *grins*


princess @ 1:42 AM

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Woke up to see the house still in darkness and empty. hmmmmmmmmmmMM. What time is it? Has everyone left for work? Was quite surprised to see that it's already 9.30. And of course, it's raining..

Is it the monsoon season? I thought that's supposed to be in November or December?

Anyways, the thought of having to take a bath with freezing cold water doesnt appeal to me. Voiced it out to Vina on MSN. =)

meow meow meow meow meeeeeeeeeeeeow says:
my god!
meow meow meow meow meeeeeeeeeeeeow says:
it's freezing cold!!!!!!!!
meow meow meow meow meeeeeeeeeeeeow says:
macam mana nak mandi
meow meow meow meow meeeeeeeeeeeeow says:
kalau tak mandi orang notice ke?
meow meow meow meow meeeeeeeeeeeeow says:
hahahahaaa
Love is what you make of it says:
yes they will!
Love is what you make of it says:
but if cina tak mandi more obvious
Love is what you make of it says:
muka stoink!

Sorry that it's in Malay. And no, we arent racist. Just merely stating the fact. Huahauhauahaua~ Mampoz lepas nie kena jotos.

I miss my water heater. I miss Mr Sun. Above all, I miss you.
Awwwwwwwww... So touching. Huhuhuhu!
Okay, gonna make myself a cup of hot cocoa before I go bathe.


princess @ 10:28 AM

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Happy 21th Birthday to Shahir~!!!!!!!!!!



princess @ 12:26 AM

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Sing with me..

I Dont Want To - Toni Braxton
I really don't feel like talking on the phone
And I really don't feel like company at home
Lately I don't want to do the things I used to do
Baby since I lost you

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody
I don't want to live my life without you babe yeah
It's driving me crazy

I really don't feel like smiling anymore
And I haven't had the peace to sleep at all
Ever since you went away, baby my whole life has changed
I don't want to love and I don't want to live

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody
I dont' want to live my life without you babe yeah
It's driving me crazy

I don't wanna laugh, I don't wanna play
I don't wanna talk, I don't have nothing to say
I don't want to tour, forget the show how can I go on
Now that you're gone

And I don't want to sing another love song babe
I don't want to hum another melody
I don't want to live my life without you babe yeah
It's driving me crazy


princess @ 12:20 AM

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Daddy sent me to work. Spared me the trouble of bringing an umbrella, getting wet and wait for the bus. Hek hek hek! By the way, did you know.. I completely forgot to bring my apron back the last time I worked. Luckily it's still there when I went to work. Silly me. =p

A lot of ****ed up customers. tsk! But luckily the people I work with today are the ones whom I'm closer with. Apa lagi.. Mengumpat ah~ Bestnya! Heheheee..

Oh.. Ady and Jan dropped by. Ady passed me this cute purse she bought for me. Simply adore it. =) Wanna take a look?





Feeling very, very sleepy...
Long day in school tomorrow. Think will go sleep.
Good night~!

princess @ 11:58 PM

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And the tears starts flowing again

Guess what? He found me.. *sighs*
What's new? Everybody found me. No matter how many times I tried to hide, by changing my url, people still manage to find me. But I'm not angry. I'm just sorry.

Cause I never thought of anybody's feelings when I blog. At times, the things I blog about hurt others. I really sorry. But bear in mind that this is afterall my blog. I'm entitled to write about what I feel and what I want. If I take everybody's feelings into consideration, I might as well not have a blog. For I'd be wasting my time blogging about things I have little interest in.

I'm sorry if you feel jealous. But believe me, that I dont go around craving for attention. I already have too much of that.

I'm sorry if I look at other guys.. But what else can I do? I cant look at girls, can I? That would seem weird. Furthermore, I believe that looking is okay as long as I dont go overboard. It's not as though I went up to them and flirt or asked for their number. And it's not as though I like them. I was merely looking. I dont see any wrong in a little looking.

Maybe it's best that we go our own seperate ways.. Just like you said.
Perhaps then, the things I do wont hurt you anymore. Let me be the one hurting. I dont mind. I'm used to it. I'm even thinking of pouring cement onto my heart. To make it cold and hard. Good idea, no?

So what if we look perfect together? We are not meant to be.


princess @ 2:17 PM

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Woke up with a feeling that something was going to happen.
And somehow.. the song, I'm leaving on a jet plane, is being played repeatedly in my mind. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmMM..

Re-read the smses I got from him yesterday. And what do you know. He smsed me a couple of seconds later. Told you we have some sort of telepathy. =p The message was simple yet heartbreaking nonetheless.

I remembered clearly the sms I read in Vina's handphone. The text she messaged to Waty. Or vice versa. "They look perfect together.. I hope they'll get back together someday". Hah! That isnt going to happen. Especially not now.

It actually took a couple of seconds before his words sank in. Before the eyes started to cry, before the heart aches. Parting is never easy, yeah? Especially so with the person whom you've love for the past 4 years or so. But what choice do I have? I have to respect his decision. Afterall, it is for the best.

My God how it hurts..
I've never thought that it'll hurt this much. Have always thought that it wouldnt break my heart. For I've always thought that by doing the right thing, it will lessen the pain.

Vous souhaitant tout le meilleur. Je t'aime.


princess @ 12:08 PM

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It was nice seeing them again..
Passed her the gift I bought her. Lots of birhday kisses later, we headed to the McDonald's at Civic Centre for dessert.

Started talking and the topic of him was brought up again. *sighs*
Feeling very confused that the moment. I dont know what to do anymore. I think it's time for me to make a decision. But it isnt easy. Argh! Why cant he put aside his intregrity and just follow his heart?

I'm really tired..
Will post up the pics later.
Toodles!


princess @ 11:29 PM

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Slept really late last night.. Was reading the book I borrowed from the library. Thus, when it was time to wake up at 6.45am, my eyes could barely open. Hek hek hek! But the cold shower woke me up. My goodness! It was raining.. Thus the water felt like ice water. tsk tsk! Got ready in less than half an hour and set off to bro's camp. The adventure began..

The guy in charge of directing cars at the camp was simply cute! Hehehee.. Then there was another who directed daddy while he parked the car. Couldnt believe my eyes when he smiled at me! Oh, I smiled back of course. *grins* Bro wasnt supposed to report till 9.30 and since we have 1 and a half hour to go, we went to the canteen for breakfast. More guy watching. It's as though I'm in heaven. Hahahahaa.. Guys everywhere! Tall ones, short ones, yummylicious ones and so-so ones. Huhuhuhuhu! What great fun. Oh, Shahir was there as well. He's working there you see. Anyways, he was shy to meet my family. =) But it turned out well in the end. Cause my parents dont eat people. Hahahahaaa!

Then there was a tour of the camp. It was fun. Walked around the camp, looking at the place where the recruits will be sleeping, the obstacle course thingy and so on. The final stop was the Multi Purpose Hall(MPH). That's where the guys "swear" in or something. Saw Shahir at the front of the MPH. Didnt miss a chance of taking a picture of him. Huahauahuahaaa! Honestly, he doesnt look that bad in the uniform. Dont understand why he hates wearing it. tsk!





Found out that bro doesnt have to stay in afterall. He gets to come home everyday. Awwwwwwwww! How disappointing. Hahahahaa! Said our goodbyes before heading to Jurong Point. Had my Japanese fish set and carrot cake. Simply wonderful! Bought Waty's birthday present. And daddy got mum a diamond ring as an advance birthday present. =)





Walked around a little bit before heading home. Got home and slept. And now, I'm going to get ready to meet the girls and Hanafi. It's going to be a great day! Hurray~


princess @ 5:34 PM

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In a split second.. My mood changed from happy to disappointed and sad. And all it takes is a simple "I call you back". *sighs* It may not mean anything to that particular person when he said it to me but it showed how less important I am compared to the other person who called him. Yup, I'm less important. Let me bold and underline it. I'm less important. Call me emotional. Call me weird. It doesnt take the hurt away.

Anyway, let's think happy thoughts. Happy, happy thoughts.
Talked to the best guyfriend and prolly might see him tomorrow. Teased me about that guy. But somehow I sense that something is not right somewhere. His voice sounds different. Like as though there's a little bit of jealousy. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMM.

Bro's off to National Service tomorrow. Might be skipping school again. And I do hope that I wont break down and cry when I see him off. My poor baby brother.. I hope he'll do alright. Will miss him lots.

On another hand, it is Waty's 21th birthday. Great! I just turned 20 a couple of months ago and now she turns 21. No fair. Oh well.. What's fair anyway?


princess @ 9:19 PM

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There are those that genuinely like me and there are those that pretend to like me. =)

I only just realised that there's no school next week due to the Innovex thingy. Hurray! 1 week of slacking and sleeping. =p

Oh well, I'm off to school for God knows what. Pffffffffffffffffffffffffffft!


princess @ 12:51 PM

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Great.
Food poisoning.
Argh!


princess @ 11:54 PM

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Work on Friday was bad.. Terribly bad. I even screamed to release the tension. By 11pm, I was more than ready to leave the workplace but I wasnt looking forward to spending the night camping by Changi Beach. It was raining cats and dogs. tsk tsk! Daddy picked me up and we made our way there. Took a bath, got changed and went into the tent to sleep.

Couple of minutes later, it rained heavier. Daddy, mummy, bro and I squeezed in the tent. All of us tried to sleep with the raindrops coming in from all sides of the tent and the wind blowing hard. Will suggest to tent makers to come up with a real waterproof tent. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffft!

It rained the whole night. But because I was too tired.. I didnt care. Just kept on sleeping. Finally got up at around 10++. Was the last to wake up. But everybody understood. It was still raining heavily but my crazy cousins were playing in the water. tsk! Didnt feel like joining them. The only thought I had was to keep myself warm and dry. Boy was that difficult.

For the first time, food was scarce. Called up Canadian Pizza Delivery and had my fill of yesterday's dinner + today's breakfast and lunch. But towards the end of the day, I was really tired and sick. The head felt so heavy. Nothing could cheer me up. Furthermore, things happened. *sighs*

Anyway, will be working again tomorrow.
Dont really feel like it but I've no choice. Just hope my mood changes soon.
Have a good Sunday. Toodles!


princess @ 11:32 PM

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We're not friends.. We're not lovers. What are we?
We love each other.. We know what the other is thinking, most of the time. We continue each other's sentences. We think the same thoughts. We agree on the same issues, sometimes. Hehehe! We do things similiar to each other without realising. We love spending time together. We know each other's friends. We even have the same friends.

People wonder why we still love each other. People wonder why we arent together. People wonder why we are so close yet so far. People say we look perfect together.

Nobody understand what's going on. Not even us.
It's too complicated.

Couple of times I wanted to back out. I wanted to leave. But somehow, you always manage to do something or another that made me want to stay and see what happens next.

A couple of months have passed. And it's still the same. Oh darling cant you see.. That we're both wasting our time? What's the whole point of doing this? You're never going to make the right decision. You're never going to follow your heart. Your integrity is more important than your feelings.

I'm going to be there for you.. But I cant promise you forever. Cause I cant go on like this. Someday, I'll leave. My guess is.. You'll probably not notice.


princess @ 1:07 AM

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What?
My last entry's 2 days ago.. WOW! It's so unlike me. Hehehehee~
I've been busy, with work. Overtime and stuffs.

Quick update:
Tuesday evening was spent at Causeway Point with the girls. Got back around 11++pm, went online for a little while before going to sleep.

Most of Wednesday was spent at work. Was supposed to work 3pm-7pm but Kak Zarinah wanted to swap with me. Therefore, 9am - 7pm. Nearly died. Feet ached. Lots of dumb dumb customers. Told the colleagues that perhaps I should bring a walking stick along, to help me walk home. Heehehehee! Got home, applied the pain relieving cream and slept till today.

Started work at 9am again. Pfffffffffffffffffffffft~ Daddy sent me. Thank goodness! There werent many customers. Double thank goodness! But feet still hurts as I had to "stand guard" at the counter. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Towards closing, many people came in. Marathon starts. Nearly gave up. Work ended at 11pm. 14 hours of work. tsk tsk! Oh did mention? I got a hongbao from the company. And Zairie treated all of us to KFC's ice cream. Heheeheheeee! Oh, he called at the wrong time as well. I snapped at him. Which was very evil of me. *sighs*

Work again tomorrow. There's a possibility that it'd be more chaotic and busy compared to today. *sighs*I'm off to sleep.. Gotta get myself prepared. Furthermore, I have to head over to Changi after work..as the family has a BBQ thingy there. Dont really feel like going but since it's the grandaddy's birthday.. I have no choice. I'm going to collapse sooner or later. Out of fatigue. If not for the money, I wouldnt be doing this.

Gonna take one day at a time.. Not going to think about the day after. Cause you see, there's nothing to look forward to. All there is.. is pain, pain and more pain. Anybody wanna trade legs for awhile? =p

Au revoir!

They say we look perfect together.. What do you think?





princess @ 11:52 PM

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Pictures from itp days are here.

I'm off to school.
Toodles!


princess @ 11:45 AM

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This one isnt bad either.. =)

Langkah Seiringan - Exists

Dikala ku keseorangan
Kenangan pun datang
Menjelma lagi
Terbayang saat-saat
Yang manis
Ketika bersama dahulu

Tak tertahan menanggung rindu
Disaat kau berjauhan dariku
Bayangmu selalu datang menjelma
Membuat teguhnya cintaku

Oh sayangku hulurkan tanganmu
Bersama kita bergandingan
Berdua menuju arah bahagia
Melalui liku-liku kehidupan
Pahit manis kita hadapi bersama
semoga kita berdua berbahagia...

Dikala ku keseorangan
Kenangan pun datang menjelma lagi
Terbayang saat-saat yang manis
Ketika bersama dahulu

Yeah, yeah.. I'm a BIG fan of Mamat. But I think I prefer Ezad now. Since Mamat's voice has "matured".. Hehehehee!


princess @ 12:38 AM

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This song's simply fabulous.. And his voice. Simply wonderful.. Hehehe~

Rahsia Pohon Cemara - Exist

Berkurun lama kurahsiakan
Cintaku padamu
Hanya kerna kau ratu laksana
Di singgahsana

Di tasik ini, di pohon cemara
Yang teguh meninggi
Bagai harapan ku kepadamu
Sekian lama

Akan kuserah cinta abadi
Menyerlah sinar malam sepimu
Agar menjadi penawar lukamu
Warna hatimu

Akan kubawa kau mengembara
Menerokai alam asmara
Mengubu kota
Cinta kita

Genggam erat jajiku
Sematkan di dalam hatimu
Moga cinta makin mekar
Mengharumkan hidupmu


princess @ 12:21 AM

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There's something about weddings that'll make me think of the future. Who am I going to marry? Is he someone I already know or someone I'm going to meet? Does he have the qualities I need and want? Hundreds and thousands questions.. But no answers. Sad.

Anyways, daddy got a $100 NTUC shopping voucher. Gave me $20 to spend on my chocolates and stuffs. Ferrero Rouchers, M&Ms, Snickers, biscuits and sweets. Heaven! =p




Class starts at noon tomorrow. Yippppppppppppppeeee!
But think will go to sleep soon. Too sleepy. =)
Good night..

This time last year, we're still together. *sighs*


princess @ 10:03 PM

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It has become a habit. When I'm outside, doing my stuffs.. I'll think about what to blog when I reach home. Perhaps I should mention about bumping into this person this person or maybe I did this and that. And most times, I did just that. Cause it makes me happy. A day without blogging is tough. Too many unexpressed feelings in me. But since this blog has become too public, yet again..(What can I do? I'm famous. People lurve reading whatever crap I've got to type. LoL!) I think I'll stick to writing my innermost, deepest and darkest secret someplace else. Somewhere not even my pesky but absolutely a darling brother could ever find. *grins*

Anyway, what did I do yesterday?
Hitched a ride with daddy as he was on his way to work and was kind enough to send me to Bugis. Met the girls. Wasnt in a good mood. What with everything that happened the day before. Didnt talk much. Was walking around when someone tugged my bag. Turned and saw Hisham aka Moshee. Went into Starbucks for a while to say hi to Lili and Ernie before I went on my way again. The girls had dinner at Burger King while I played with their colour screen,built in camera, polyphonic ringtones, MMS and equipped with the lastest technologies phones. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffft! I was envious and nearly went out to get myself one. A Nokia 3200. But after giving it much thought, I decided against it. It somehow doesnt appeal to me. I'd rather wait for the Nokia 7200. Ah.... It has everything I want in a new phone. Camera, radio, small, slim and it's a flip phone! Huhuhuhuhuhu. Furthermore, my Nokia 8310 is still functioning and I'm still in love with it. =) After much ooohing and aaahing, we went on a little shopping spree. Bought myself a pair of sandals and then went to Starbucks to hang out.

Everyone avoided talking about the "hot" topic. My guess is none of us wanted to create a scene. She doesnt understand what's going on. And while she's against it, the other one is encouraging me to do what makes me happy. I'm not saying that I prefer one over the other but I feel that the other one understands me better. The conversation we had while on the way home. It was easier to talk to her.

Overall, I did have a good time. But deep inside I wished that things were less complicated. An apology for saying the hurtful things doesnt completely cure the aching heart..

Most of today was spent at work. Then daddy picked me up.. Went home to take a bath and rest before leaving again after Maghrib prayers to go to Joo Chiat Complex. Mum bought the stuffs needed for her school while I went to look at the scarfs. Bought one as well. Heheheeeee!

Then headed to Habibie Restaurant at Tampines for dinner. Should try the Claypot Rice with Beef. My goodness! Simply delicious~!!!! The beefs are thinly sliced and cooked well that it melts in the mouth. Wooooooooooooooooo... Couldnt finish it so I gave bro the rest. Went home after dinner.

I decided to make do without the flowery background. Found it rather a sore to the poor eyes. Eventhough the colours are simply sweet. Just like me. Huahuahauahua!

Oh well.. Have a lovely Sunday.
Au revoir!


princess @ 12:43 AM

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Today's the worst day of my life..

Tell me something.. You want me to give up my happiness for the expense of somebody else's? When you say that I'm your friend? Shouldnt you care more about me rather than that person?

Dont tell me what I'm doing is wrong. That I already know. Dont say that I'm not seeing the truth cause I already am. I'm not blind. Call me selfish. Call me supid. I admit that I am.

You dont know how much you hurt me with your words. You dont know how I feel. You dont understand. But I dont blame you.

You want so much for me to leave him, right? Fine.. I'll do it. Especially for you. For the sake of our friendship, I'll do it. Hope it makes you happy.

But please bear in mind.. it's my happiness, my heart and my life.

To my readers:
I'm sorry but I'll be gone for a couple of days. Goodbye. =)


princess @ 1:44 AM

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Bonjour!
I'm off...
To school~ To school~ To school~
Hek hek hek.


princess @ 11:57 AM

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People do the stupidest thing... Especially me.
Tired of it all...


princess @ 2:20 AM

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Changed my layout.. Purple and pink. Lovely. I'm a girl. A powerpuff girl. Khekehkehekehekhekeee!


Miss you.. miss you.. miss you~

princess @ 2:03 AM

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Bye bye stupid banner!
Huahauhauahauahuaaaaaaaaa~


princess @ 12:17 AM

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I'm so pooped!

Rushed to Lil India. The gals were 10 mins early. They waited for me at the steps. Nice to see everybody together again. 4 of us were wearing black tops and jeans. Huhuhuhuhu!

Went to the office and straight to the accountant's office. Got our cheques and certificates, checked out the new itp students, paid a last visit to the restrooms before we left. Ady and Jan went to Plaza Singapura while Shu Hui, Liling, Witch and I went to Selera Restaurant to get our heavenly fried bananas. Hanged around for a little while before I went to work.

It was raining when I knocked off from work. Thank goodness daddy picked me up. And, guess what? I finally got my first Levis jeans. LoL~ Thanks to daddy dearest. Woooooooooohooooooooooooooooo! I'm so happy~ So very happy~ =p

Gonna take a bath now.
Might sleep early tonight. 8am class tomorrow. Blargh!


princess @ 11:54 PM

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Watched disc 5 of the Band of Brothers. Woooohoooooo! Didnt know that there were many good looking soldiers. *drools* Hek hek hek!

Feeling a teeny weeny bit lazy to go down to Lil India to get my cheque. But then again, I need the money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If only somebody else can collect it for me. *sighs* Not going to get my card replaced today. Too lazy. Work later.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

I'm off..
Toodles!


princess @ 1:06 PM

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Went to sleep at around 12.30am. He called an hour later. It felt so good hearing his voice again eventhough I was half awake and still in LaLa land. Mentioned that he just got back from work and needed to freshen up, pray and eat. Fine by me.. I dont mind. I can go back to sleep. Heheheeeee! He called me again, an hour later. Asked him about his working schedule. It clashes with my school and work schedule. Argh! So sad. Will not be seeing him anytime soon. *sighs* Then since he was sleepy, said our goodbyes and hang up.

Oh.. I wont be going down to Buona Vista to get my card replaced. Instead, will go to Yishun. Huhuhuhuhuhu! Luckily, I went to the website. =)
Good morning!


princess @ 10:34 AM

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Stole this fron Jan's..

Who Meant The Most To You?

There is this guy who loves two gals at the same
time but he don't know which one he loves more.
Someone taught him:

"If you are happy, who you think of first? If
you think of her, she is the one you love more."

NO, THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO TEST THE FORMULA OF
LOVE.

Ask yourself this question honestly:

"When you are sad, which gal/guy you want to
share your burden with?" If you think of that
gal/guy first, she/he is the one that you love
more. However if you think of the same gal/guy
when you are happy & sad, that's the most
perfect. But if you didn't think of the same
gal/guy, I would advise you to choose the one
you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.
There are too many people whom you can share
your happiness with, not necessary your lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also
enjoy it alone. Sadness, however not many people
is willing to share burden with you. If you
willing to tell her/him your unhappiness, she/he
got to be someone who is closest & most
understanding to you.

In other words, if she/he only thinks of you
when she/he is happy, but look for someone else
when she/he is sad. This kind of lover is too
unstable; she/he didn't treat you as someone
she/he can spend the rest of her life with.

Of course, I will be very happy if I am the
first person to share her/his happiness. But, if
she/he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by
her/his side & ease her/his pain. Only then, I
will believe I hold a very important position in
her/his heart.

If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?

Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves
telling each other the deepest details of our
lives... things we don't even share with the
famili es who raised us. But what is a friend? A
confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to
listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all
these... and more. No matter where we met, no
matter how long we've been together... I call
you friend. A word so small, yet so large in
feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word
overflowing with love. Truly great things come
in small packages.

Once the package of friendship has been opened,
it can never be closed. It is a constant book
always waiting... waiting to be read and
enjoyed. We may have our disagreements... we may
have our disappointments... we may argue.. we
may concern one another friendship is a unique
bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part
of each of us goes into our friendships... our
humor... our experiences... our tears.

Friendships are foundations... necessary for
life... and love.


princess @ 11:03 PM

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Daddy sent me to school as he was going to NUH to visit my aunt who was admitted last night due to low blood pressure or something. Reached my tutorial class in time. Didnt do anything though.. As I've yet to get my notes from my class rep. Then Amin came along and both of us slacked together and waited for the lecturer to give the answers. Hahahaaa!

40 mins later, we were dismissed. Went to meet Jan, Shar and many many more somewhere in school. Then went to our respective classes. Elective class was really, really boring. Finally lecturer agreed to bring forward Friday's 1 hour class to Tuesday. We were to sign a paper as a form of agreement. The SB(Selfish Bastard) signed it as well, without realising what he was doing. And when he realised his mistake.. He had the cheek to ask the lecturer for the paper back, just so he could cancel his signature. But unfortunately, the lecturer didnt hand over the paper. Hahahahahaa! Stupid selfish jerk. A couple of times I wanted to kick his chair hard. Yeah.. Unfortunately, he sat in front of me. Blargh!

Went to FC3 to sit with Jan.. Thank God she agreed to accompany me. Witch came to join us a couple of minutes later. Checked guys out. Saw this particularly cute one. *grins* Went over to talk to Liling before we went our seperate ways. Ady finished her class early and so Jan and her went back together.

Class ended at 5. Witch waited for me and we went back together. Ez Link card's still having PMS. MRT guy told me to get it changed at Buona Vista. I looked at the time. 5.20pm. Asked him if he's sure that it's still opened. He said yes.. We went only to find it closed. Great! By then it was already peak hour. Train was really packed. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffft~ Waited for a train at Jurong East as both us wanted seats and talked all the way till I had to alight at my station.

No school tomorrow. Yippppppppppppppppe! But will be going over to Buona Vista in the afternoon to get my card changed. And then to the old workplace to get my pay. At long last! Heheheheheeeeeee.

Feeling a teeny weeny bit headachey at the moment. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.... How I wish the pain will go away. =(
For the time being, I think it's best if I'm left alone.. I might explode anytime soon.

Who cares about what happens to you? You said you wanted to change.. So do it. Why bother coming to me and asking for my advice? For goodness sake. You're almost 23 years old. Cant you think for yourself? Furthermore, I'm NOT your girlfriend. Go whine to your girlfriend. I've no time for you.


princess @ 10:38 PM

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Okay, okay.. A quiz before I nap. Heheheeeeee!


Legolas
Please rate my quiz I worked hard on it thanks


Which Lord of the Rings person do you want? (many out comes for anyone plus pics to)
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princess @ 5:05 PM

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Forced myself out of bed in the morning. The thought of skipping class was there. And it's still there eventhough I'm all dressed and ready to leave the house. Huahuahauahauhaua! Sleepy ah. The whole night I tossed and turned. Kept dreaming that I'm still at work, serving customers. Furthermore, I miss him so much that I seem to be in LaLa land. *sighs*

Did my BBC lab as fast as possible.. Then went down to meet Jan and Ady before making our way to the lecture theatre. Saw Ngiap Kiang and waited for him since I wanted to discuss about our FYP. Caught up with the girls again later and slacked for a whole 2 hours as I didnt have my notes with me and couldnt understand a word the lecturer said.

Since we were dismissed early, hanged out and looked at the people walking by. Comments were given out. Lots of laughter before Yan, Jan and Ady went to class.. leaving me alone, walking aimlessly around. But Rozi and Mei Yan came to my rescue when Rozi smsed me asking if I'd like to accompany them for lunch. Wooooohooooo! Saw his friend's girlfriend at the same foodcourt. Smiled and wave as I was too lazy to walk over to say hi. Heheheeeee!

An hour later, went for my CSW class. Sat with Amin, a guy whom I have very little conversation with when we were in the same class during first year, Fahd, who is Amin's cousin/also an ex classmate of mine.. and Fahd's friend. And it was interesting to know that Amin has a sense of humour! Wow! Very surprising.. =p

Fell asleep during the class. It was so boring! It's like sitting through an English class. My God! Isnt there any other modules? Why the hell do they make us learn this? 1st year was Written Technical Communication. 2nd year was Report Writing and Presentation. And now, Communication Skills for Work. Different module names.. But same thing. English class~ Blargh! Oh not forgetting Character Education in 1st year, which is similar to secondary school's CME. *grumbles*

Bumped into a couple of familiar faces.. Smiled, waved, a bit of oi here and there, laughters and finally made it to the mrt station. Ez link card has PMS as well. tsk! Had to approach the station master for help. A little bending here and there and I tried again. =)

Oh well... An hour before I start work.
Need a nap first. Hehehehee~
By the way, tagboard's down. PMS too, I assume.
Leave me kisses, yah? *smiles sweetly*
Toodles!


princess @ 4:53 PM

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PMS. Stay clear. Dont say I didnt warn you.



princess @ 3:27 PM

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Today's customers seems to be testing my patience. A couple of times I nearly snapped back but instead, I took a couple of deep breaths before I continued with my work. Even Zairie noticed.. *sighs*

Rilla Melati, an actress of Suria Channel came in with 2 of her friends. Didnt notice her at first until Kak Zarinah kept pinching my hands behind the counter. LoL~ Couple of minutes later, Zairie noticed her. His reaction was really funny.. =) Anyways, she look exactly like she does in television. Sweet.

Towards the end of the day, the queue suddenly became long... Was like a marathon. Each of us trying desperately to serve the customers as soon as we can. The unpatient ones will keep repeating, "Excuse me! Excuse me!". My God! It's not as though we dont want to serve them. Not as though we're standing and chatting to each other. Cant they see that we're busy? And there was this one incident -->

Lady: Boleh kasi serviettes, tak?
Me (counting her change and desperately trying not to make a mistake): Sabar ye..
I handed over the change..
Lady (in a sarcastic tone of voice): Sepatutnya awak kata sebentar.. bukan sabar. Saya mmg tgh sabar.
Me(no longer smiling): Ah.. okay.

What the hell is her problem? Trying to teach me Malay? For goodness sake... Different word, same meaning. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft! If the word sabar is considered rude, then perhaps I should have just said sekejap. And, add in a bit of boleh tak? to make it sound even more rude. Total dumbness! Sesama Melayu, sesama Islam pun nak carik pasal pe? Tak suka boleh berbual ah..

And I'm not being racist or bias or anything.. But Subahannallah. The makcik makcik that come in nowadays too have shown their ugly side. I really dont understand why they acted that way. Just because they can afford to dine there doesnt mean that they're better off than me. And that doesnt give them right to treat us like shit. What? They want high quality service? Food served on gold plates, perhaps? Want us to bow to them as a form of respect? My workplace isnt a 5 star restaurant! Dont have to act snobbish ah~ Any Tom, Dick or Harry too can dine there.

Enough said..
One day in the future, when they or their family members work in my line of industry.. They'll come to know of how we feel.. What comes around goes around.
Bonsoir!


princess @ 1:09 AM

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i'm not the one you want..
leave me alone..


princess @ 12:12 PM

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Goodness me!
Everytime I saw Legolas on screen, I couldnt breathe. He took my breath away! Wooooohoooooooooooooo! Long flowing blond hair, blue eyes, fair & smooth skin.. What more can a princess ask for? Heheheheee...

It was truly a good movie.. Will try to get all 3 VCDs, Insya-Allah. =)

Oh well, I'm off to sleep soon.. Good nite!


princess @ 12:36 AM

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School was a bore.. The meeting with the final year project supervisor didnt go well. Thought of going out but since no one was free, decided to go home. Walked home instead of taking the bus. Wished I had brought along my deegee cam.

Bro's not home.. Prolly went out with his friends. Was feeling so bored that I just grabbed my deegee cam and took various shots of myself. When I finally stopped and upload it to Aaron.. Got a bit of a surprised. 80++ pics of myself? Woweeeee~!

Mum came home from work. Asked her if she wanna watch LOTR today. She said yes, got the green light from daddy and went to book the tickets. Wow! Cathay lets the customers choose their own seat now. Yipppppppppe! Can hardly wait for my date with Legolas. *grins*

I'm off to stuff myself with ice cream and oreos.
In case you didnt know, ice cream and oreos make this princess happy. Hehehehee!
Toodles~


princess @ 6:34 PM

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This post is dedicated to ZuL.. Who has been kind enough to upload the background image for me.


THANK YOU ZUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LoL~


princess @ 12:05 AM

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Got a surprising sms from someone whom I thought was long gone by now. Anyways, he asked me out. Suprising.. And I had thought that he had given up. Oh well, found out that he has a new gf now. What's new? It's always easier for guys to find and have someone new.. compared to us girls. Pffffffffffffffffffffffffffft~ Perhaps we shouldnt spend too much time nursing our broken hearts and to just go out, have fun and grab hold of any Tom, Dick or Harry.

Being a curious person that I am.. I asked him if his girlfriend mind him asking me out. He said no. She gives him all the freedom he needs. Just as long as he doesnt betray her trust. Hah! *suddenly feels like puking* Yeah, I know.. I'm being an evil biatch. Huahuahauahauaaa~

Oh.. and the way he described her. It's as though he's comparing her to me. Like for example, "She's a bit like you.. She's 16. Just like the time I first got to know you. Blah blah blah.". Pfffffffffffffffffffffft! For goodness sake.

I havent decided as to whether I want to go out with him. Frankly speaking, I'd rather not. I have a feeling that if I do, something not good bad will happen. I've no intention of stealing someone else's boyfriend. Especially so in this situation where I dont have any feelings for the guy. It'd be a whole different situation if I do. Hahahahahaaa! *smiles sweetly*

I'm off to MSN with ZuL. It's kind of challenging chatting with this fella. You'd need to crack your brains and work your fingers double the speed to keep up. =p
Bonsoir. Au revoir~


princess @ 11:59 PM

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Went to school.. Sat through a lecture and tutorial then made my way out of school. Didnt feel like going anywhere today. On the way to the mrt station, I saw this guy coursemate who got recently just got himself a new bike after getting his licence. Oh.. and a new girlfriend comes with the bike. LoL~ And so I commented to Jan, Yan and Sha.. That perhaps I should get myself a bike as well. Who knows, with it.. A new boyfriend will appear. Huahuahauahauaa!

Anyways, stopped by Causeway Point to pay the bills. Walked around by myself a little bit before finally going home.

Thinking of changing my blog layout but I've no ideas. Not inspired. Thought of just getting one from blogskins but somehow, the layouts dont appeal to me. Furthermore.. I'm so pissed at villagephotos for no longer hosting free images. *sighs* Perhaps it's time I bought my own domain. Anybody wanna share?

I simply cant wait for my busy schedule to start... I need to get my life back. I need the busyness (it's a new word I've invented.. LoL!) and stress to come back. I want every single minute of my life to be filled with things to do. I no longer want to think about what's going to happen between him and me. I no longer want to daydream about him, wondering what he's doing, who he's with.. Wondering if he's thinking of me too, loving me as much as I'm loving him. I dont even want to talk about him..

Everytime I feel that things are going well for us.. That perhaps there is a chance, I'd come to know of something or another which will make me confuse and sad. And when this happen, I dont know as to whether I still should stay and fight or leave and admit defeat. When I ask him which I should do.. He'll say it's up to me. And when I chose to leave, he'll accuse me of leaving him again. Which will make me feel so guilty. And my heart ache to leave since I love him so much.

Love isnt a game. Perhaps it is to him. Perhaps it isnt.
I know I'm being selfish. I'm always talking about my feelings.. How sad I am. How devastated I am. How I love him.. etc, etc. Have I ever taken into consideration how he feels? Is he hurting as much as I am? Is he feeling as miserable as I am right now?

Unlike him, I have no one to let out all the sadness and misery to. Except to you people who read my blog. Which I am indeed thankful for. But it isnt the same.. Blogging and having a conversation is different.

I'd love to move on and make things less complicated than it already is. But how to when it's my own happiness at stake?

I'm tired.. tired.. tired. When will this misery and confusion end?


princess @ 6:54 PM

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You know what dearest.... You got me thinking again. As to what I'm still doing here, holding on to dear life. But nevertheless, it was nice talking to you again. It got me thinking again. My guess is, I'll leave only when I know I'm no longer needed. =)


princess @ 12:33 AM

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Left my log book on the lecturer's desk as I couldnt be bothered to bring it back home with me, again. Went to meet Vina and followed her to someplace to get her cable modem exchanged. Then quickly rush to Ang Mo Kio to meet him before heading down to Novena to meet his friend's girlfriend.

He led the way to CDC while I got acquainted with the friend's girlfriend, who happened to be a schoolmate and a coursemate though she's one year junior. Anyway, he got us walking the long way and by the time we reached, I was drenched with sweat and my temperature was 37.5! Haiyah~!!!!!!! Was there an hour or so before we made our way to the MRT station. This time around, we took a shortcut through Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Heheheheeee~

Went to Causeway Point to check out the handphone prices before we finally called it a day and made our way home.

Reached home to hear about the miserable day mum had. Mood changed. Felt like hunting the biatch down and smacking her hard across the face. But it's okay... I wont seek revenge. Instead I wish her all the best. Hopefully someday she'll realise what she had done and change.

Anyways, read on.. Tis true.
To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...


To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.


princess @ 12:27 AM

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Will probably be in school the whole day to discuss about the final year project. Or perhaps I might not. Depending on my mood.

I'm off to school. *yawns*
Good morning.


princess @ 10:00 AM

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Okay..
Even mummy says I look sad. *sighs*
What's wrong with me?
La didi dum dum..


princess @ 10:44 PM

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I'm really, really tired of crying...

Didnt go to school with Ady as I was late. So told her to go first. Reached class 20 mins late. Sat with Yan and Sharifah. Listened to the lecturer's lame jokes. Played with Yan's new Nokia 3200. Not bad... An hour and a half later, left class and proceed to the bookshop to purchase the textbook. Left school and met Ady and Jan at Wisma's McDonald's.

Walked to Takashimaya... Went into the Levi's store as Ady wanted to try on the jeans. Had KFC ice cream. Walked around some more before heading to Lucky Plaza as I was hungry. Took the lift up to the foodcourt. Had chicken rice. Then walked around and asked for the handphone prices. Totally expensive! Was making our way to Heeren when Janice got a call from her parents. Said goodbye before Ady and me continued walking.

Went in to HMV.. Couldnt find the cd her dad wants and so we walked all the way to Cuppage as I wanted to look at the handphones. Nothing caught my eyes.. Left 10 mins later and walked to the mrt station. She went to Novena to get her sandals while I went home.

Got home. MSN with him. Got to know that his gf was at the same place as I was. But luckily not at the same time. Told him that if I had seen her, I'd go up to her and tell her that I love him too. Dont know why I said that. But my guess is that he isnt happy with what I said. I'm always doing stupid things arent I? And now he's mad at me. *double sighs*

Complicated life..
Many times I've said I've given up. That I'll let go and leave. But I didnt. Why? Is it because I cant bear to leave him again? Till when? Till when am I to sit and wait? What if I waited and waited but it's still the same? Wont it be more difficult to let go then? And the hurt would be more, wouldnt it?

Seriously, I'm tired of crying and trying. I can only do so much. Not that the things I've been doing these past few days were fake. Not that I'm doing all that just to make him come back to me. No, no.. That wasnt my intention. What I meant by trying is that I'm trying to change myself.. To get rid of the bad qualities he doesnt like. Which I myself dislike too.

I'm constantly thinking about this. Till I become detached from my surroundings. Friends commented that I'm not being myself. That I look sad and tired. *sighs*
I'm constantly asking myself why I love him so much.. What is it about him that other guys dont possess? Why am I not moving on? What am I waiting for?

Argh! To hell with all these feelings..
I'm tired. Whatever happens, happens..

J'ai besoin de votre amour dans ma vie.


princess @ 8:49 PM

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Yayness!
I'm going to school with Ady. Somehow going to school, work or anywhere with her makes my day. Heheheeee!
Okay... Gotta go bathe and get ready.

Oh.. Did I mention how ugly my school now is? My goodness. They painted the walls of the teaching block a light yellow and the outside walls of the classrooms.. red, blue and green. Alternate colours for each level. What were they thinking? All it needs now is a couple of rainbows, a teletubbies sun, butterflies and clouds drawn to rename the the school Singapore Kindergarten slash ChildCare. Blargh!


princess @ 11:43 AM

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Was wearing a frown during the earlier part of the day. Mainly due to the fact that I dont understand why he had to make a big fuss over a stupid picture. Wasnt in the mood to talk or be my usual bubbly self. Until I finally got to talk to him. Hope for things to get better but it became worse.

His eyes were cold when I looked into them.
"What's wrong?", I asked.
"Nothing", he answered.
"You're sleepy? Tired? Angry?"
"No"
"Then what's wrong?"
"I said nothing.."

Tears threatened to fall by this time. I have no idea where to go, what to do. Called up Vina and asked her to help me out. Many suggestions were given, but I sensed that something was wrong.. Therefore I made up my mind to stay and find out.

It wasnt till we were maling our way home that he finally voiced out his feelings. Shant go into detail. Too personal. *sighs* Anyways, I'm truly glad that everything worked out fine.. I actually thought that it was the end. Especially so since the last words I told him was "I give up" and walked away, leaving him behind. But I'm truly thankful that it's not the case. I simply cant imagine living a life without him.. Without his presence. I'm not ready to let go. Neither do I want to.

School starts at noon tomorrow. How cool is that? Heheheheee...
Oh well, off to sleep. Toodles~


princess @ 12:20 AM

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Work was shitty! Shitty customers with shitty attitude! Blargh~!!!!
Not going to go into details.. Waste of time.

I'm in love with the Samsung T100. Even though it's an old model... It's just simply gorgeous! Maybe I should get it, eh? But then.. I love my Nokia 8310 too much to let it go. Perhaps some other time. I want a bike.. That's able to fly. Hehehehee...
I'm not making sense am I? Must be due to lack of sleep. School tomorrow. Wish me luck~


princess @ 1:35 AM

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Anybody out there know of anyone or any place selling Nokia 5210, in good condition, cheap? Leave a msg at my tagboard, yah? Thanks! =)



princess @ 12:37 AM

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Was late for work.. Hahaha! What's new? Made Ady wait for me too... =p Reached the workplace and saw Witch and Liling talking instead of working. Khekehekhekehee! Joined them and talked about everything under the sun. By 11.30, all of us were hungry and bored. So, we "sneaked" out to buy food. Ahhhh.. Not as though anyone will miss us. LoL!

After filling our stomachs with delicious fried bananas, chicken curry puffs, fried carrot cake, popiah and crab stick or something.. We headed back to the office. More talking, laughing and chilling.. The supervisors gave us our log books back. Everyone got a B. Huahauahauhauaa! Gave the gift Liling and I bought to our supervisor. Picture taking and more laughters before we said our last goodbyes and went our seperate ways.

Was supposed to meet him after work. But since he overslept and my leg hurt like hell.. I decided to go home. Got a seat in the train and went to sleep. Reached home an hour later.. Looked at the bruised and nearly cried. It's so big! And the colour's awful!!!! Applied the cream carefully and watched tv.

Couple of hours later, felt really bored and decided to go to the library. And so I went.. Walked all the way there and all the way back home. It had been such a long time since I did that. It felt so good~ The cool wind.. The moon high above.. *sighs* If only there werent vehicles speeding past. It'd be purrfect! =p

I've planned my timetable. Told him about it.. He advised me not to stress myself up with work. He didnt know the reason why I'm working. =) But I did tell him of the reason later on.

Bought my stationaries. Blue colour stuffs of course. LoL~
I cant wait to school to start. Hopefully my new class doesnt sucks. Hopefully my new classmates are tolerable. If they arent, then I'll just have to ignore them and do my own stuffs.

I'm sleepy.. Work tomorrow.
Good night!


princess @ 9:54 PM

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Woke up early in the morning to go to the post office.. Had to send the parcels over to an aunt in Birmingham, U.K. Then daddy asked me to acommpany him to the market. Alahai.. Lemah betul! But thankfully, there wasnt an empty parking lot in sight and he had to park illegally.. therefore, I got to sit in the car and keep watch of any parking attendant. Huahauahauahauhauahaa!

Reached home, checked my mail.. Thought of updating but blogger was down. Pfffffffffffffffffffft~ Went back to sleep. Got up around 12++.. Still deciding whether to go swimming with the girls at Jurong East. Felt like just giving it a miss and continue sleeping.. But I didnt. Left the house around 1.30pm and made my way, painfully there. Hobble, hobble, hobble. Reached there 30-45mins later. Rent a float and off I went to enjoy. Had a great time screaming at the top of my lungs down the tube, doing somersaults in the water, floating and people watching. Left the place around 6++ and went to Choa Chu Kang to meet Waty.

Hanafi, Waty's boyfriend was there as well.. Ooh! Got to meet his brother for the first time when he came down. The brother's friends with the ex. Funny thing was how he recognise me when Hanafi introduced us.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMM. Anyway, Waty and I went walking around looking for a nice gift to give the supervisor while Hanafi spent time at the arcade. Met up an hour later and we made our way to Hanafi's bike as silly me wanted to have a go riding his bike. What a mistake that was. I wasnt use to riding that type of bike.. And so when I tried to start it for the second time, I fell. The bike landed on top of me. My God! The pain went shooting up my legs. Couldnt get up as was still feeling shocked. Hanafi helped to get the bike off. Thank goodness! Or I'd have fainted. That bike's so heavy! That's going to be the last time I ever do such a silly thing. *sighs* Oh by the way, the bike's okay.. Thank God. Or I'd be so dead..

And so now.. With my both my legs hurting and bruised, I'm wondering if I can make it to work tomorrow. *grins*
Oh well.. I'm going to wrap the gift and then sleep. Last day of work. Freedom!
Bonsoir.


princess @ 12:51 AM

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I forgot to mention that all of us except for Liling was wearing a black colour top to work, yesterday. Pure coincidence. Huahuahauahaua! Forgot to take a group photo of the all blacks though.

It was the last day of work for some of them. It was a sad parting.. 8 weeks of seeing each other for almost everyday. Lunch time spend talking, cracking jokes, making fun of others and sharing problems and views. Somehow, the 6 of us became closer. It's easy to tell each other about the things that's bothering us. We advise each other and give support when it's needed. We make fun of each other but we dont take it to heart. Cause we know that it's all for fun and laughter. We share mugs and food. Sharing of mp3s through the network. We are always "bumping" into each other in the toilet. We call it coincidence. Others may think otherwise. =p Illegal gatherings during office hours at Fadiana's table. LoL! And we usually leave the office together. That's usually the best time of the day. Cause we know that we'll be seeing each other again the next day.
All good things come to an end. It truly was a nice experience doing my attachment with the 5 wonderful ladies. Perhaps I'll see them again in school.. But it'll never be the same. You know what I mean?

I thought I was going to welcome the new year alone.. But I didnt. At the stroke of midnight, amidst the many shoutings of "Happy New Year" by crazy, excited people.. I hear the sound of Daddy's car horn. They're back! Yayness! Went down to help carry their stuffs up.. With me hobbling a bit. Due to the cut at the sole of my feet. But it didnt matter.. All that matter is that they're back, safely.

Still thinking about what to get for the supervisor. The one who likes giving me Bs. I know.. I'm ungrateful. But it doesnt hurt to at least give me an A, would it? Bs since the first week.. Is he trying to say that I'm consistent? That I neither improve nor became worse? *sighs*

Anyway, here's a picture of us.. Minus Liling, as she was absent on that day.





princess @ 4:56 PM

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